Gross TMI. Don’t read unless you’re feeling rebellious. Guys.. stay away. Your balls will magically fall off if you read this personal blog. Don’t say I didn’t warn ya~

That embarrassing moment when you struggle to get your ass into your “fat pants”. The pants that were always super loose and falling off at your skinniest.

Ugh. Gross gross gross. I’ve reached an all time low. This has really gotten into perspective for me FAST. It’s not so much how I look. IDC about that. But how I’m feeling bothers me. I’m sick of feeling this shitty. I feel like a beached whale. -___-

Green tea for the rest of the evening. Possibly some fruit after class. Fasting in the morning until ~lunch time. Re-fueling with some carbs—sweet potato. Then hitting the gym. 

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And I leaked today. WTF? I never leak. I left the house this morning. Usually my period is pretty light the first day. Half way through the day it’s SOAKED. I checked it like an hour before and it wasn’t even coated that heavy. Ughh. Embarrassing x 12. Thank God I left the office 30min later. It stained through my jeans a little, right in the middle of the ass. Hopefully no one saw. I tried to keep my ass seated the entire time and slid through the door on my way out. It’s more “liquidy than normal”. So that makes me raise my eyebrow but it’s most likely no big deal.