December 2011
November 2011
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Tired of guy drama. Ugh -___-
Nothing but disappointment. So screw it. Screw them all. Why is it so hard to understand the concept, “I’m not looking for anything, I just want to be friends” ? Why do good things have to change.
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I've been feeling super insecure lately
IDK if it’s because of my hormones being all over the place, or me being sick, or me just not eating right. Whatever. But I hung out with a few friends today. We had some heart-to-heart. Needless to say, they definitely gave me a huge confidence boost. Looking forward to starting this week off with a bang, and starting damage control for the past two weeks. I haven’t been getting...
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Do not confuse motion and progress. A rocking...
hurtandheal asked: Is drinking green tea directly after meals a good thing? (No sugar added)
open for questioning :) →
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Today--for a lack of a better title.
Remember THIS post a few weeks ago about how I broke my highest calorie burn record ? Currently at 905 calories. Well… today I was on the same cardio machine and I was just doing my thing. Wasn’t really paying attention… was kind of out of it tbh because still kind of down in the dumps. I was just about to input my workout into CalorieCount to track it. Realized the number...
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I wasn’t able to write down my feelings before or gather my thoughts when the thing happened. (Not getting into details). I was mainly sad.. upset. But just now my mind began racing and I wrote down everything I feel pretty much. Every logical reason for me to be angry with. Everything that bothers me and everything that hurt me because of what happened. And now this sadness is turning into...
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Dear period,
GTFO. I never really had a problem with bloating before. But 2 weeks ago I bought a super snug dress. Like, it fit JUST enough to zip it and clasp it. Put it on today because I have a wedding to go to this weekend…. darn thing barely zipped up and my stomach was totally protruding out. Efffff. No idea what I’m going to wear now. And my period is late…. which makes sense because I...
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No-makeup November challenge update.
I’m really enjoying this no-makeup challenge, actually. I think I’ve worn higher-coverage makeup three time total this month? Two of those times were two days in a row when I went to visit someone (and even then it wasn’t that much). And another time was for a birthday party, I believe (did up my eyes hardcore LOL).
But yeah, I’m really loving it. I don’t even feel...
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You are what you think.
Change your thoughts and you will change your world.
The only way to change your behaviour is to actually change your mindset or perspective.
The mind is everything. What you think you become.
All that we are is the result of what we have thought.
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
Looks like I have a lot...
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Just left the kitchen with my family making fun of me about my oatmeal. Awesome. -______-
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That felt soooo sooo soooooooo good. I could have swam longer. I wasn’t exhausted. But it was enough. Oh swimming pool, how I’ve missed you so. Tomorrow either going to swim again or do cardio. I miss the elliptical as well! It has been too long. I’m done with distractions and silly things interfering in my life. Hello 100% focus. Next 6 months, please come faster so that I can...
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Going for a swim. Don’t even care if I don’t have the energy to do it. I need to get away. I just want to swim until I can’t feel my limbs. That would be bliss.
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I need to distract myself from this shity mood/funk/attitude/whateveritis that I’ve fallen into. Sighh.
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Secret Heart: It irritates me that people are on... →
secrethrt:
It’s one thing to be doing it yourself, but to be sharing that with other people? It also irritates me that people are so fucking lazy and lack self-motivation/restraint they just can’t suck it up and eat healthy and exercise. It’s not easy? No fucking shit. NEWS FLASH: Life is rarely easy. Going…
LOL, this this this. Especially the first part. Ignorance won’t get you...
sweet-healthy-bliss asked: Ooo post pics! I love thrifting!
karliewithak asked: Can I just ask where do you shop? Thats some amazing clothes for amazing bargains! They look so good on you!
elle-usive asked: I SERIOUSLY want to lose 10 pounds, healthily. I'm sure people have asked this before, but I'm feeling a bit desperate. If I stick to a healthy, non-fried diet and exercise, will it happen eventually? I'm being to feel a bit discouraged.
iwasborntotry asked: heyy! ive tried losing a few pounds for a while now and nothing seems to work as i dont have the motivation and most probably dont do enough exercise or eat the correct amount of calories. id like to lose 7lbs and id be so much happier... i need some inspiration. i just need some tips and help on what to do etc. thank you :) xxx
lostfeelingsfound asked: Hi! Big fan of your tumblr :) I was wondering: So atm I'm five foot four nad 133 pounds, and I'd like to lose that weight hte healthy way until im at my goal weight, around 120 pounds. I understand how to lose the weight to get to my goal weight (thanks to your site) but I'm wondering how to maintain my goal weight once I've reached it so I don't lose much more or gain...
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Daily Weigh-In
gloryorhumiliation:
Weight: 152.6 pounds
Oh hey there Aunt Flow, nice of you to drop in. Not really you fucking bitch can you GTFO can’t you see I’m trying to lose weight here?! But seriously, I was within calories yesterday—not sodium, but I drank SO much water—so there’s no reason for a one-and-a-half-pound gain since yesterday. Just a little stupid monthly visitor.
Your weight CAN and does...
fitnessforfabulous asked: I saw your last post about you have no hope left.But you do! The only way you can lose this race, is if you QUIT. Even if you go backwards, your still WORKING AT IT. Don't give up sweetie. Your beautiful. Don't let this cruel world mess up your hard work. And don't give up. Your a champion. ♥
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I just got disappointed. Really really disappointed. It’s like that last thread of hope I snagged onto—the last chance I gave at the idea that things could actually be different this time—simply snapped from underneath my fingertips. That kind of disappointed. I have no hope left now. None. You took that away from me.
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Wow. Amazing weekend.
My body is exhausted though. Blehhh. Need to start getting more sleep. Need to stop going out so much. Hello tie-down to priorities.
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I guess I really shouldn't expect anything until I...
Sigh. My patience is being tested in a major way. It’s making me sad. Because I want it now. But I can’t have it now until my goal is reached. Effff.
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Reblog if you DON'T think that thinspo promotes...
skinnyinspirations:
And I’m talking about the healthy, fit thinspo.
I don’t think the images/thinspo are the problem. It’s the person’s mentality that is the problem. Even something good can turn into something negative when it turns into an obsession or addiction. When it suddenly interferes with your every day life, that’s when it becomes a problem. It’s when...
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PS: I literally had no sleep last night.
Zilch. None. Zip. ZERO. I went to bed around 11:30PM. And up until my alarm rang for class at 6AM the following morning, I could not fall asleep. Kept tossing and turning. Staring at my ceiling. Closing my eyes only for them to not be able to stay shut. Ended up texting some people LOL.
Spent my morning feeling like utter crap. But surprisingly my energy level has stayed pretty consistent all day...
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With a ton of stress off my shoulders from this week. I can finally focus. YES. Hi :) I had froyo today. And it was freaking delicious. And I don’t regret a thing!
healthyfitandbeautiful asked: hey! i plan on joining the la fitness near me and their website didnt really tell me how much a membership is, how much is yours? and the gym that i go to now is really small so did you have any trouble (feeling self conscious)? :)
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I just got a body fat evaluation at LA Fitness
One free personal training session. And turns out that my actual BF% is 5% lower than what my scale says. I knew my scale isn’t 100% accurate. But that’s freaking awesome!! :D
On the other hand, I seriously need to up my strength training and stretching. I felt sooo week today doing basic stuff. Cardio was a breeze. But strength training. Gahhh. Need to work harder. Hopefully Insanity...
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onefitmama asked: I hope I don't sound like a creeper but you have a really pretty smile :)
el60days-deactivated20111218 asked: Why does that photo disgust you?
unfollowmecuzidontpostherenomor asked: what is the most you've lost in a month?
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Meeting with a personal trainer @ LA Fitness...
Eeep excited. I’m going to ask him to teach my to do proper squats, lunges, pushups/plank, and then ask him about upper body strength training because that’s my weakest area.
Stoked :D
PS: V and I are talking again finally, after a week of nothingness. Sighhhhhhh. Seems like he’s the only thing that brings my mood up nowadays.
strawberry-whine asked: Do you consistantly lose weight? Like is there loss every week? Or are there some weeks you gain or stay the same? If you do stay the same, do you adjust your calorie counts or exercise or just stick with your regime until you see loss? Also, do you believe in cheat days once a week to "rev metabolism", or do you think that's just a myth? Lots of questions, sorry!
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I just realized I’m starving. I have a huge headache. And I’m craving proteinnnnnn. Scrambled eggs here I come!
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